Breaking Free
B2MeM Challenge- Beasts -spider; Waters - rain; Last Lines -And realised that was all she ever really wanted.;Landscape-plain;weather- calm;Colours -grey;Talents and skills - archery;Here we come a carolling - He sees you while you're sleeping.
Format: 500 word FLF
Genre: angst.family
Rating: PG13
Warnings: adult themes
Characters: Faramir. Eowyn, Grima
Pairings: Faramir/Eowyn
Summary: Eowyn is haunted by the past.
Éowyn shuddered as she watched the plump spider building its web in the corner of her chamber.
Usually spiders did not trouble her; this spider, though, reminded her of Wormtongue, the way it haunted her chamber and watched her while she was sleeping, as she was certain Grima craved to do. She shuddered. She knew what he wanted from her and the thought made her flesh crawl. Never would she yield to him- never! She would sooner drive her sword through her own heart!
She arose from her bed and donned a plain grey gown. She tried to be as inconspicuous as possible while she tended her ailing uncle, but Wormtongue would still leer at her even if she covered herself with a sack!
Éowyn opened the shutters and gazed out across the plain. It was raining heavily. She sighed. She had hoped to spend the morning practising archery, imagining that each arrow that hit the target was piercing Wormtongue’s heart!
She knew she was not as other women. They dreamed of home and hearth, a handsome husband, and a brood of children, or a few with no taste for marriage or motherhood, would study herb lore and become healers. Éowyn wanted nothing of such feminine pursuits. She desired only to become a great warrior, a fierce shieldmaiden and kill or be killed with a sword in her hand.
The rain pattered down relentlessly. It was still early. Only the servants would be abroad yet. Éowyn lay down again on top of the bed and closed her eyes. She felt something brush lightly across her cheek. The spider? No, it felt like a man’s hand. How had Grima invaded her locked chamber? Éowyn screamed and lashed out.
“Éowyn, beloved!”
“Faramir?” She sat up, still breathing heavily. Her husband stood beside her looking worried. There was a red mark across his face.
“Were you having a bad dream?”
She nodded. “Did I strike you? I am sorry.”
“It is nothing. Are you well, my love?”
“Well enough now, I dreamt I was back in my chamber at Meduseld trying to protect myself from Grima. It was raining and I was trapped within doors.”
“An evil dream indeed,” said Faramir.
The baby in the cradle beside her bed started to wail with hunger. Faramir gently picked him up and handed him to his wife to suckle.
“In my dream I craved to be a great warrior,” said Éowyn. “Now I am a wife and mother, who breeds horses and practices herb lore.”
“Do you still crave glory in feats of arms?” Faramir asked.
“I had my fill of battle when I slew the Witch King,” Éowyn said with a shudder.
Her babe still in her arms, she got up and looked out of the window, at her horses in the paddocks and at her herb garden, then at her husband and babe. It was a calm day without a cloud in the sky.
Éowyn realised that was all she ever really wanted